I'm wrtting to the one who should read this.

Human need to experience on everything despite happiness or sadness.This is LIFE.I know most of us like to live in peace, just with laugh every day without vexation, but is that life? Do you know what's life? Life, shouldn't be short of delight, depress, vexation and more. GOD planned everything in our lives, we should work hard on what GOD given for just FOC. Even a Christian went to church for 20 years without absent, GOD can even say "I never know you" . Can you get me? What I want to say is if u never give faith on HIM, you never open your heart for HIM, GOD can just say you're a robber.Eventhough you're christian.Why? Because you're only opened your mind to believe in Jesus, you pray in Jesus Name just because you believe in HIM, you believe that there're a real GOD. But did you ever feel..what GOD trying to give you, what GOD trying to talk to you? A lot Christians just pray but never listen to HIM (I'm one of them last time @@ but long time ago =] ), is this conversation?NO it's not.

The continue part, I can't say much to you but just wish to tell you,

I remember my church pastor said before..we should look forward to the future and isn't to the back. No matter how happy were you in the pass, they are only pass, they are history. You can't get them back and change them. Because they're set. If you only look to the pass, you'll never step one pace nearer to you future. We plan for future but isn't future plan for you, isn't because HE set your life that you will become a success woman then you can just be without any hardworking. If you just give up on the barrier or ordeal once you meet in life, you're LOSER.

Think more..guilty shouldn't work on our lives, that are spoiling you, that are harming your brain, yes these are what satan always want to. Staunch yourself and think, what should you do the next? Please don't sad all around the time, problems are still be there once you awake from your sadness.Try to solve it, pray if you're willing to do so, perhaps you'll find a way to go. HE's an understanding GOD, HE's always listen to our prays, open your heart and feel, you'll grow up nicely..my dear friend.