daphne is in trouble

I can tell that,
my body and fingers are totally can't work properly during ballet class time,

I feel nervous, everytime!

nobody can feel that I know,
hahahahha coz my fingers still can finish most of the pieces nicely!!

I feel so proud of myself =D

I feel so lack of confidence recently, I can't focus when performing,
when I start feeling this, i know that.....

I'M STRESS!

This feeling is totally the same with the time before competition,
feel dizzy,body & fingers no energy,heartbeat never calm, mind can't focus,breath fast etc.

Nobody gonna help me, I just need a pianist to play one grade among the three for me,
I can't handle the Grade 2 pieces,8 more pieces I haven't learn!

I know I sure will feel glad for myself once I finish their exams
but I really need to suffer like this until 20th April? LOL I don't want wor..

headacheeeeeeeee, how should I save myself from this?
I'm gonna ask GOD for his help, GOD bless me !

Anyway, I need to sleep now, throw them behind and have my hopefully-sweet-sleep now
gooooo awayyyyyy frommmm meeeee,nooooo nightmareeeeee pleaseeee brainnnn!!!!!!